This is what it is like to love someone with borderline personality disorder. If he or she won't get help, you will always feel alone.
"What was once a beast filled with rage becomes the prince when at last he is loved for whom he is inside. In this way we can all understand what makes us beautiful. It is after all love that forges beauty. It is compassion and acceptance that create health and heals the wounds of the soul created by shame and rage."